Sooner or later

The year that I won you 
Was the same year I lost you
I’m not fine without you
But that’s ok, I would feel it anyway
Going to the same places
Smoking the same fuckin’ cigarettes
It’s the cancer you threw to me
It’s the fear I cannot miss
And the smiles and happy sins
They’re gone in the bitterness of last winter

Sooner or later
You would be gone
Sooner or later
I can tell myself enough

And if I could go back
I would flee again
Cause I can’t lose my parts in this history
Happy endings not always brings true smiles
Sooner or later you would be gone
I’ll remake my fucking world
Does it make you happy?
Happiness sometimes is not the cure
It’s your pride burying you
It’s you past condemning you
And the hugs and cold beers
They’re gone in the bitterness of last winter

Sooner or later
You would be gone
Sooner or later
I can tell myself enough

What I win and what I lose
It’s not your business anymore
We born alone and die alone
All that’s left, it’s just progress
So stay with your pride
Cause I’m better off on my own

(hell life)

BB's Side

Sometimes I ask myself where I left my judgement

And then I realize that was in a bottle of wine

In a motel on the roadside

With cigarettes and pleasure to fill the night

And it was good

Good enough to answer

Who am I?

What makes part of me?

The good reason capable to cross limits

And it was everything planned since the beginning

No mistakes, sub-conscious working

Body to body, skin into skin

Breathing pleasure ‘till the last breath

I didn’t cross the edge of good sense

I was on other way but in the right road

That guided me to what I am now

Nothing's blurry, no regrets, everything’s clear

Clear enough to answer

What I’ve become?

What makes the best of me?

Am I the wild prey or the good reason?

Breaking limits, a box full of surprises

(hell life)